What are some things in your past that you are shameful of? [Archive] - ElantraXD.com

evan938

11-08-2005, 01:29 AM

I killed a man in Reno just to watch him die. :(

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Cypher

11-08-2005, 01:31 AM

i'm going to agree with evan... WTF DUDE... you jokin???

Estopatitiana

11-08-2005, 01:33 AM

i slaughtered pigs
i never went after 3 girsl that i later found out had crushes on me in highschool
i ditched my van for a korean car
i didnt move to colorado with my brother
i discovered facebook
ive spent 4 years in college working on a degree im getting bored of
ive wasted over 40 grand on school, my car and other crap in the last 3 years
posting this on a car tuner site for everyone to see

robs02elantra

11-08-2005, 01:35 AM

yeah, I tried to look up that line as well (the reno=death line). It was a little odd, but thought I might have heard it in a song somewhere. I can't really do that much searching at the moment because I'm dog tired, but I'm pretty sure it's Johnny Cash. I don't know, I'm so tired.

HagarNo55

11-08-2005, 02:08 AM

It is "The Man In Black".

SuperGLS

11-08-2005, 09:08 AM

You haven't beat a 2D Mario or Zelda? I think I've lost all my video game respect for you. I can show you how to beat Super Mario Bros. in less than 5 minutes without dying (I've evn beat it all the way through once without dying).

"... Navarone, tearing up your battle zone..."

And, shameful of? Once I threw a pretty big rock and this goose and it busted it right in the head. And one time in first grade I bit this girl who kept trying to kiss me.

hyunelan2

11-08-2005, 09:48 AM

The song is "Folsom Prison Blues" by Johnny Cash. The actual line is "I shot a man in Reno, just to watch him die."

As for the past, eveyone has skeletons... it's constantly thinking about them that let them get you. If you made a mistake, learn from it, then try your best to forget it and move on. Shame/guilt can be a penalty worse than prison.

SWortham

11-08-2005, 10:54 AM

And one time in first grade I bit this girl who kept trying to kiss me.
LOL, you showed her!

Let's see, once in 2nd grade there was this one kid I didn't like too much. I held a pencil upright in his chair just before he sat down. He had a bad time. I realized afterwards that it was a bad idea 'cause he was in tears. I got off easy saying that I didn't think it would hurt him.

Another time I was playing baseball as a kid I caught a grounder and everyone was telling me to throw the ball to 2nd. I threw it to the short stop 10 feet away thinking he was 2nd. But he wasn't expecting it and the ball hit him right in the head. That was a funny sight actually.

KeWLKaT

11-08-2005, 11:05 AM

LOL hmmm let me think:

- Bought a short intake (USELESS!)
- I've spent too much money on the car for useless stuff (gah! short intake! LOL)
- Treated too many girls the wrong way (but now I'm treating my girl like a queen so i'm makin up for it LOL)
- Used to smoke too much herb back in junior high

i think that's about it for now

2loud2k2xd

11-08-2005, 01:33 PM

i can think of a few things lately, but im not going to speak of it again

i know of one....CABLE GUY roflmao

i have a few, but they are nc-17 rated

paki

11-08-2005, 02:36 PM

gotta be at least 16 to drive a car in the US.. so go ahead and share, 2loud2k2xd :P

me: dated a dumb cheerleader for 3 months, and she cheated on me all 3 months. stupid sl*t

other than that.. just having anger towards my parents a couple years back. i dont even know why i did it.. but i hate myself for it.

zx2uner

11-08-2005, 02:52 PM

gotta be at least 16 to drive a car in the US.. so go ahead and share, 2loud2k2xd :P

You can get your liscense her in ND when your 14, and get a farmers lic. when your 12 and 13, so you can drive within 50 miles of your house.

other of ashamed things, it's hard to remember them all.

2loud2k2xd

11-08-2005, 08:13 PM

so go ahead and share, 2loud2k2xd :P

there would have to be a WW put on the subject title in order for me to confess. :diablo:

heres an easy one...being such a push over. i need to be more of an @$$ hole sometimes.

ArunSenior04

11-08-2005, 09:28 PM

Super, I got real close to beating Super mario 2 (GBA). I got up to Bowser, hit him with the shells. Then when he would start bouncing and throwing shells, he would kill me. So.....I gave up. LOL

And I kno that its sad that ive never beaten a 2D Zelda game when I own Zelda 1 (NES), Zelda 2 (SNES), and the Zelda egg one (GB).

Im now on my way to beating Ocarina of Time on GC (at Shadow temple), a game I never beat on my N64. Ive beaten majoras Mask, Super Mario 64 (nintendo DS), and Super Mario Sunshine.

oo... and ill own anyone and Super Smash Bros Melee.

only1db

11-08-2005, 10:17 PM

1.Not paying attention to females when they tell me that they will give me a chance!-High school
2. not having the balls to mess with this chick from college...we used to do email stuff...she used to call me LL cool J!
3. not following my dream of being a race car driver!!

thanks guys my self-esteem is now shot!!

Super....where the hell is that line from!!! i know it but the other words are not there!! awww...this is going to annoy me!

hahaha...WU TANG! WU-TANG!!!

the ultimate game to beat on one life was Contra!! :bowdown:

best sports game was defiently Super Tecmo Bowl

PSUsouthpaw

11-08-2005, 10:39 PM

Going for mere possibilities instead of sure things.

A bird in hand is worth two in the bush...I was chasing after the ones in the bush a bit much...

SuperGLS

11-08-2005, 10:42 PM

Wu-Tang, "Triumph." I only posted that because of his avatar.

I forgot, one time we were playing basketball in high school gym and this guy jumped for a rebound and I just kicked his feet out from under him and he smacked against the ground pretty hard. I acted like it was an accident but I don't think he liked me very much after that.

ArunSenior04

11-08-2005, 11:13 PM

^^^LOL...cruel

evan938

11-08-2005, 11:34 PM

basketball? you james? are you sure it wasnt powder puff football :D?

2loud2k2xd

11-08-2005, 11:37 PM

basketball? you james? are you sure it wasnt powder puff football :D?

oooooh, you should be "ashamed" for your self for that one evan. lol

evan938

11-08-2005, 11:40 PM

lol. he knows im jfwh

Nerraux

11-09-2005, 12:02 AM

I once pooped in the shower and then squished it down the drain to cover it up. At camp. Last week.

ArunSenior04

11-09-2005, 12:11 AM

lol that better not be true

Nerraux

11-09-2005, 12:56 AM

One of those statements is indeed a fib.

only1db

11-09-2005, 01:12 AM

^ you wouldnt have to squish it down the drain...it will flow naturally! LOL

evan938

11-09-2005, 01:14 AM

im gonna have to say the "at camp" part is fake. it was in his bathroom!

Estopatitiana

11-09-2005, 01:14 AM

roflmao!!!!!!!

knottravesty

11-09-2005, 01:53 AM

lol... good luck with that one next time it happens lol.... cant say ive been in the same position.

only1db

11-09-2005, 01:10 PM

^ are you trying to honestly say that your monkey has never been spanked?? sir i would call you a liar!

2loud2k2xd

11-09-2005, 08:15 PM

this has got to be one of the funniest dayum threads ive read in a very long time. except the balloon score one.

05xd

11-09-2005, 08:19 PM

How did it go from pooping in the shower to spanking your monkey?Funny indeed none the less

ArunSenior04

11-09-2005, 08:25 PM

One time is was eating a lollipop while driving to one of the Pittsburg meets. I got done with it, and figured Ill just throw the stick out te window. Well I start to roll down the window, and I toss the stick. Unfortunately my aim was off as it hits the window(that Im in the process of rolling down) and falls straight down into my door panel.

05xd

11-09-2005, 08:30 PM

One time,I was in my moms car and my friend was in the pass seat.He went to hock the biggest loogie ever and went to spit out the window and forgot to lower the window.Well,you know what happened then.Nasty

I went to get gas one time and went to get out of the car and forgot to take off my seatbelt.Yea,that sucked ***.I felt like a dummy.

ArunSenior04

11-09-2005, 08:34 PM

LOL.

I had jsut got my license (16) and was driving my moms Camry through a drive thru. Well the good-looking girl was handing me my change, and some it slipped out of my hand. So I opened the door and proceeded to get out of the car to get the change. Well, i wasnt in park, so when I stepped out, the car proceeded to roll down the road. if it wasnt for my friend pulling the e-brake, it would have definately hit someones car.

I felt like an ***.

slow 2K2GT

11-09-2005, 08:36 PM

05xd

11-09-2005, 08:41 PM

ArunSenior04

11-09-2005, 08:44 PM

2loud2k2xd

11-09-2005, 08:52 PM

I was drunk once and I had this **** sneak up on me real fast and I couldn't hold it so I had to weigh things out in my head...do I **** in my pants? I decided on no because I was about to go out partyin' and it would be tough to clean that up. So, I **** in my hand and carried it to the toilet because I could at least wash my hand afterwards.

OMG! ROFLMFAO

wow, you win slow. give this guy a trophy...well, a bed pan for next time, and some TP.

ive got one for you guys.

when i went to fla for my moms funeral, i brought my g/f at the time. well we decided to go out to the club for some much needed drunkiness. well, on the way home i felt like i was gonna puke. now this is 3:30 in the morning driving on the freeway so pulling over was not an option. so i tried to make it to the next exit. well i didnt. i ended up spraying the entire dash, in the vents, all over the steering wheel, on my clothes, everything smelled like already been drank jager. wow, i will never forget that. and i had to drive for another 45min home like that. my g/f at the time was laughing the rest of the way home. and i had to clean it out the next morning when i finally woke up. and by the way...it was summer and the heat made it really really funky smell when i opened the car to clean it.

ArunSenior04

11-09-2005, 09:03 PM

was that in the xd?

05xd

11-09-2005, 09:06 PM

You gotta hate when that happens.
I got shatfaced,threw up and then passed out in it.
After that one,I hardly drink anymore

Estopatitiana

11-09-2005, 09:10 PM

I was drunk once and I had this **** sneak up on me real fast and I couldn't hold it so I had to weigh things out in my head...do I **** in my pants? I decided on no because I was about to go out partyin' and it would be tough to clean that up. So, I **** in my hand and carried it to the toilet because I could at least wash my hand afterwards.

OMG dude, you seriously almost gave me a hernia laughing..that is some of the most side splitting funny **** i have heard in along time...

heres one thats funny but it wont top that......
i was 15, my buddy drops me off at home after highschool, noones home..i have to take a huge dump...so i check all the doors to see if theyre left unlocked..no luck, so i wait for about half an hour..prarie doggin the whole time..sweating, trembling, and then i was like ok im not going to wait another hour to take a dump..so i went in my back yard(we have a privacy fence) and i gave birth to a hideouse brown baby...now i wasnt going to leave it there becasue our dogs are pretty small, so it wouldnt blend in with the rest in the yard..and if my dad found out i was ****ting in the yard, it would be over..(its snowing btw) so i get a small twig and insert it into the steamer and toss it over the fence into the neighbors yard..it left a nice steaming crater in the yard with a twig sticking staight up..my dad gets home about 5 min later..and their dogs showed a keen interest in it for thr next few days

2loud2k2xd

11-09-2005, 09:17 PM

was that in the xd?

hell no man. it was in my moms minivan. then the finance company picked it up a week later..it still had a "smell" to it.

and as for you "prarie doggin it". i havent heard that term in a long ars time.
this thread just gets more funny as the day goes by.

ArunSenior04

11-09-2005, 09:22 PM

Its glad to see people open up and share some embrassing/shameful stuff.

Cypher

11-09-2005, 11:14 PM

wow i just can't stop laughing on this thread... all we're missing is someone's embarrassing story about getting caught masterbating lol

ArunSenior04

11-09-2005, 11:24 PM

wow i just can't stop laughing on this thread... all we're missing is someone's embarrassing story about getting caught masterbating lol

Have something to tell us?

Cypher

11-09-2005, 11:28 PM

why would i do that? i can get girls :p

Nerraux

11-10-2005, 12:13 AM

Get girls for what?

menallychllngd

11-10-2005, 06:22 AM

the trouble is not choosing which is right or which is wrong, its about choosing the wrong thats more right.

alright i got a mother of a story. as far as i know im the only one i know who has lived through this. so im at my girl's, we left her bedroom door open a crack so that we could hear if someone came home. so things progress and im slammin her doggie. her ****en dad walks into the room. OMFG was he pissed. **** to this day i still don't know how i survived that. still with her too. for some reason he didn't want me comming around their house for a couple of weeks or so.
i know its not like i **** in my hand but it was the absolute scariest and funniest thing that has ever happened to me.

2loud2k2xd

11-10-2005, 07:46 AM

wow i just can't stop laughing on this thread... all we're missing is someone's embarrassing story about getting caught masterbating lol

lmoa, my mom walked in on me and my old g/f while she was giving me a b/j. that was awkward.

Mr. Dan

11-10-2005, 10:35 AM

These are not really shameful things though, more amusing than anything. Now if you were getting a b/j from her grandmother and your GF walked in, that would be both.

slow 2K2GT

11-10-2005, 05:43 PM

wow i just can't stop laughing on this thread... all we're missing is someone's embarrassing story about getting caught masterbating lol

Ok well since I have nothing else to hide. My first story happened while overseas for 6 months, so did this next story.

I was working in our CP (command post) one night from 2400-0800, everyone was in bed after a long day, so I figured I was in the clear. On the second floor of the building I was in there was the CP, our company commander and 2 i/c (2nd in command) office. Again I thought I was in the clear. We had a DVD player, internet computer and a stand alone computer. So I took out the ol DVD porn and popped it in, I got about 30 minutes into my meat beat manifesto and thought I should stop incase someone walked in. Then that little "man voice" that says "everything is fine just another few minutes" reared its ugly head. So I kept on keepin on! Just at that moment where you cant hold back even if stopped came, our 2i/c came out of her office and into the CP. Yes I said HER office! If you can picture it and all guys have been there at one time or another, there I was red faced, covered in sweat and hunched over totally caught up in the moment. Now to understand the situation you need to know that after 5 months of not seeing anyone else but the people you work with you start to wonder about each other, and let me say that she wasnt that bad looking. There was dead silence as we looked at each other in some form of amazment then it seemed as the last bead of sweat fell from my nose, it happened...and at the worst time, I just didnt care after that she had seen me. She said, with a face as red as mine but out of embarassment, perhaps she would come back in a few minutes. Each encounter after that night she just smiled at me when we passed each other.

menallychllngd

11-10-2005, 05:52 PM

nice nice

05xd

11-10-2005, 06:10 PM

When I used to live at my moms house,my mom walked in on me and my g/f having sex.I had my g/f in the hucklebuck position,goin to town.I was like holy ****,we got done and I went and profusely(sp?) apoligized to my mom for what she saw.Thats why if you still live at home and do that ****,lock your door.now I love having my own apt,it's no holds barred.The downstairs neighbors probably dont like it

Estopatitiana

11-10-2005, 07:56 PM

Ok well since I have nothing else to hide. My first story happened while overseas for 6 months, so did this next story.

I was working in our CP (command post) one night from 2400-0800, everyone was in bed after a long day, so I figured I was in the clear. On the second floor of the building I was in there was the CP, our company commander and 2 i/c (2nd in command) office. Again I thought I was in the clear. We had a DVD player, internet computer and a stand alone computer. So I took out the ol DVD porn and popped it in, I got about 30 minutes into my meat beat manifesto and thought I should stop incase someone walked in. Then that little "man voice" that says "everything is fine just another few minutes" reared its ugly head. So I kept on keepin on! Just at that moment where you cant hold back even if stopped came, our 2i/c came out of her office and into the CP. Yes I said HER office! If you can picture it and all guys have been there at one time or another, there I was red faced, covered in sweat and hunched over totally caught up in the moment. Now to understand the situation you need to know that after 5 months of not seeing anyone else but the people you work with you start to wonder about each other, and let me say that she wasnt that bad looking. There was dead silence as we looked at each other in some form of amazment then it seemed as the last bead of sweat fell from my nose, it happened...and at the worst time, I just didnt care after that she had seen me. She said, with a face as red as mine but out of embarassment, perhaps she would come back in a few minutes. Each encounter after that night she just smiled at me when we passed each other.

that is f*ckn priceless!!!!!! LOL

SuperGLS

11-10-2005, 08:00 PM

I used to handle business with the girlfriend at home when I lived with my mom all the time, even with her just upstairs and awake. She called down to say she was leaving once or twice, but thankfully never came down the stairs.

Now if you were getting a b/j from her grandmother and your GF walked in, that would be both.

HAHAHAHAHA, great.

KeWLKaT

11-10-2005, 08:22 PM

Ok to follow slow's stories... Here's what happened to me :(

I was overseas in Lebanon the other year. We were chilling in town in daylight with a couple of friends when BAM it hit me, i had to go take a crap, FAST. And I mean FAST, because in foreign countries where you're not used to the food there, let's just say that **** comes out really fast and in a not-so-solid form. So I run to the first store I see, yell "toilet" in lebanese and they point me to a wooden door in their little warehouse in the back. So, i rush there and pull "the move", which is basically the move that you pull when you open the door, and in a split second turn around, pull down the pants, and put yourslef into position. Well, I miss the move. I get it 3/4 way thru as the flow of **** starts spewin' out. I was thinking "Holy ****, i just crapped all over my boxers", and i see that behind me my liquid crap is flying all over the place, on the wall, on the floor, on the seat... basically everywhere but the goddamn toilet bowl.

So i'm thinking 'this can't get worse anyways' so i sit on the ****ty bowl and finish the work. I look around, oh ****, no toilet paper wtf.... So i carefully open the door, look around the warehouse, and see nothing... At that point i was desperate and didn't know what to do... So I see songe there on the floor. YES! I use that to whipe myself and throw it in a corner. I take off my boxers and throw em in there also. I wash my hands, slap my pants back on going commando, and leave the building. Read that as ''RUN FOR MY f'IN LIFE SO THE GUY WON'T REALIZE WHAT HAPPENED BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE'' kind of leaving.

ArunSenior04

11-10-2005, 08:30 PM

That cant be true Kewlkat, it just cant be true. LOL

2loud2k2xd

11-10-2005, 08:30 PM

:worthless
lol no, j/k about the pics guys

felix..thats messed up man. roflmfao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KeWLKaT

11-10-2005, 08:36 PM

LOL trust me on this man. It was pretty f'ing bad lol I took so many ****s in lebanon in wierd places... Like once I was playing soccer with the soldiers from over there and I had to go real bad. Jumped into the forest nearby and took a nice one under a tree. While I'm going at it a friggin COW comes next to me and starts sniffin me. I look at it thinkin 'wtf m8' and then the sheppard or whoever it is that's in charge of walkin them just comes near me and tells the cow to move away from me while smaking it. I mean, I was there, naked, d!ck in the air, pumping out some brown stuff and a man just comes near me to drive away his cow LOL he was looking at me like i wasn't doing anything wierd.

slow 2K2GT

11-10-2005, 08:44 PM

I can attest to the crap hitting you fast part, when I first arrived in Europe I had about 30 seconds to get to the toilet when I got the urge.

ArunSenior04

11-10-2005, 08:45 PM

LOL that is too funny.

Estopatitiana

11-10-2005, 09:32 PM

man the sh*ttn stories are the best..i just cant stop laughing

KeWLKaT

11-10-2005, 09:44 PM

LoL I have a connection with taking ****s in wierd places...

Last time we went camping in college I made a ****box which consisted of a plastic milk crate that was upside down with a hole in it, and i had ductaped cushion on it also.

We went out in the woods for 5 days... I can't stand taking unconfortable craps. I'll post pics of the ****box whenever i develop the camera LOL yea i don't have a digi cam :(

2loud2k2xd

11-10-2005, 10:42 PM

kewlkats milk crate pic. lmao
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v287/2loud2k2xd/kewlkatstoilet.jpg

now come on, thats some funny ish.

05xd

11-10-2005, 10:44 PM

You forgot the duct tape,but that is some funny ish though ROFL!!!!

KeWLKaT

11-10-2005, 11:21 PM

omfg it was exactly like that! LOL

Estopatitiana

11-11-2005, 12:25 AM

I can't stand taking unconfortable craps. :(

me too dude..lol everyhting has to be perfect...i got another dusgusting story..but it has nothing to do with me..well to a point..i was at this big *** concert known as cornerstone festival..theres like 30,000 people, 7 days, 300 bands..and you camp out on this big *** farm 500 acres..well the only place to **** is there portable ****ters..and in the entire area there is about 150 for 30,000 people, so to say the least they fill up quick..they clean and empty them every morning around 10 am..well it was 8 am and i woke up having to take a monster **** (all that fried food) i walk over to the 3 stalls they had near my campsite, all 3 stalles were occupied..so i wait..and then a super frekin hot chick walks out of one..and i was hell yeah time for a dump..and damn she was pretty hot..well when i open the door.. the first thing i see is a nice yellow terd at the top of a huge pile of human feces and toilet paper..this thing was filled to the brim..with that fresh terd on top....and i was like omg i hope that was not her terd..if so her hotness just went down the toilet with that terd..so i was like f that ****, i think im gonna puke!! so i trucked my *** acouple hundred yards away and took a dump in another stall..and come to find out that girl was camping in my general area..every time i looked at her i had that image branded into my brain :(

Cypher

11-11-2005, 01:01 AM

wow... quite an interesting thread... this should do be stickied so we can look at it everytime we go into off-topic lol

KeWLKaT

11-11-2005, 07:53 AM

lol i dont think its stuff new people would like to read :)

yamaha

11-11-2005, 09:51 AM

I hate the fact that my father and I have almost zero communication, I am to the point where I hate him,but still love him.
I regret not making so many friends in highschool and just working and going to school.
I regret lygin to my girlfriend sometimes just to go out with friends because she is soclingysometimes, but its getting better.

SuperGLS

11-11-2005, 07:22 PM

I regret lygin to my girlfriend sometimes just to go out with friends because she is soclingysometimes, but its getting better.

She's hot, but I hear what you are saying.

yamaha

11-11-2005, 07:56 PM

No James, your hot. :drool:

evan938

11-11-2005, 08:04 PM

im gonna have to agree with james, but thats because she thinks about me when shes with sean...hahah

sean, say what you mean. "i regret being a nerd and school and getting my *** kicked daily and having no friends" jfwy

dave. whats wrapped up in that towel???? :D (insider)

yamaha

11-11-2005, 08:06 PM

Evan, atleast I'm not sporting the two inches of pure pleasure like you are. You couldnt even get laid if you tried, and your hand doens't count, although Im sure the last pussy you saw is when you popped out of your mom twenty odd years ago. 0wn3d! :)

ArunSenior04

11-11-2005, 09:11 PM

Damn LOL

OPZ

11-11-2005, 09:44 PM

Hmm, this is more off beat, but proabably not being more observant when I drive, espically after tonight where I almost totaled the XD twice, both being very stupid mistakes...

evan938

11-11-2005, 10:48 PM

well. we can call the girl from last week and ask her. shall we?

yamaha

11-11-2005, 10:53 PM

You mean the one you dont remember, what was it Evan, Michelle? lol

evan938

11-12-2005, 01:10 AM

i didnt say i didnt remember, i said i didnt remember her name...for a minute. i dont think i really asked anyways

lets wait till nick catches sight of this thread. i mean, it was at his g/f's appt while he was there

laundry man? you want to comment? :D:D

Cypher

11-12-2005, 01:24 AM

i've done so many things in ypast that i regret... there is so much i regret..... omg i'm a bad person.. I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO DRUNK RIGHT NOW!!!!

evan938

11-12-2005, 01:30 AM

you know, if i was drunk @ 12:30 on a friday night, EXD would be the last place i would be

ArunSenior04

10-17-2006, 01:00 AM

Bump from the past.

Nothing sucks like getting owned in a game of Madden on Xbox live by someone under the age of 13.

Cypher

10-17-2006, 01:09 AM

damn this thread is kinda old. and wow... havne't posted drunk like that in awhile.

KeWLKaT

10-17-2006, 01:38 AM

Nice!

Post 61 pwns all.

ghrpdx

10-17-2006, 02:42 AM

Thinking about my past, I think the one thing I am most shameful of is the fact that even though my mom lived in the same city as I and called several times to check in on me, I never went to visit her for over two years. Then she passed away. I feel guilty and ashamed that I was so inconsiderate and thoughtless toward my mom. She deserved better by me.