need to vent

[03SilverBullet]

I need to vent my emotions.... Yesterday my neighbor John passed away, he is a father of 2 grown men and he has a wife, hes a older man but he has known me since i was a baby, he died of a heart attack when he was at work. i cant get him off my mind because i really loved this man, he was a angel and he was so patient with me and pretty much everyone else. all i can remember is when i needed help with my elantra cuz i was stuck on something i could not figure out and all i would have to do was walk over to his house and say " hey John ya got a minute?" and he would help me the best he can. this man always had a smile on his face and i have never seen him angry, he never cursed haha all i could remember is when he would get aggravated at someone he would call them a "pinapple" haha, im gonna miss him so much cuz this was all so sudden, he was my friend and all i see when i close my eyes is him outside cleaning his truck with a bucket of water and a rag in the middle of winter, i pray for his wife and 2 sons cuz he was such a family man and he was so loyal and he would never hurt a soul, well now God bless his soul.

im sorry for this thread but its late and i have no one to talk to.

[Doohickie]

Sorry for your loss. Sounds like you lost a once-in-a-lifetime friend.

[only1db]

sorry to hear that....its always tough losing such an important person in your life...tis the cycle of life though...and he will forever be in your memories.

[03SilverBullet]

Sorry for your loss. Sounds like you lost a once-in-a-lifetime friend.
he is without a doubt one of those people.

[g35doc]

Sorry to hear that. Sounds like the type of guy that the world needs more of.

[03SilverBullet]

Sorry to hear that. Sounds like the type of guy that the world needs more of.
Thats for sure.. well its getting later now and im just getting more upset cuz i was looking out my window and his truck isnt there its at his sons house and i took a drive around the block to his sons just to look at johns truck and i almost broke down, he had a new silver durango and he kept it mint. i cant believe this happened and so close to the holidays.

[BlackElantraGT]

Sorry to hear about the loss of your good friend. Death is hard enough to deal with already, but I think when someone suddenly passes away it is much harder, because you just weren't ready or prepared for it. But no matter how prepared you are, the grief associated with death is never an easy thing to overcome. It'll just take some time for everyone to heal.

On a side note, it's still nice to see that there are still some very nice neighbors out there who actually have friendly relationships with the people they live next to. Back where I used to live in Fresno, a good neighbor would be one who doesn't play "Mexican" music so the whole world can hear and doesn't shoot off their gun on New Year's Eve.

[03SilverBullet]

On a side note, it's still nice to see that there are still some very nice neighbors out there who actually have friendly relationships with the people they live next to. Back where I used to live in Fresno, a good neighbor would be one who doesn't play "Mexican" music so the whole world can hear and doesn't shoot off their gun on New Year's Eve.
haha that made me laugh, thanks man.

[paki]

im sorry about your loss bro, hope the healing process is quick.

[03SilverBullet]

im sorry about your loss bro, hope the healing process is quick.
thank you, i cant imagine how his wife and 2 sons feel thought, i spoke to them and they seem to dealing with it but im sure there so lost right now. as for his wife i havent even spoke to her yet, i was told she is besides herself right now.

[03SilverBullet]

well i went to the wake and said goodbye now i just have memorys of my friend.